Frustration
Frustration attempts to relate to the struggles that we can go through as Christians. As we learn to put all of our faith and trust in God's hands and not our own, things start to change- we learn that we're not in control of anything that happens in this world and that God's ways are not necessarily ours. We question God and we try to do what we know he wants us to, but that can be frustrating, especially when things don't go our way. You're not alone in your struggle, it's a part of surrendering to our Creator. Don't lose hope though. God sees the big picture, while we see only the current situation. He knows what he's doing, all he asks is that we trust Him.
"Peace is not the absence of trouble, but the presence of God." -J. Oswald Sanders.